Chris and i got into an angry argument last night. well i guess it was this morning before he left for work three hours too early. which, that made me feel really great.. not.
I just don't know anymore. and at times i begin to think that blogging how i feel is stupid because everybody else i know posts blogs about their life, kids, and everything else God has blessed them with. Thats wonderful and i wish i could have that too. at times i think maybe, well obviously chris isn't who God wanted me to be with. and as much as i hate atmitting that, its really really true. Chris and I have seperate views on everything from religion, to raising children and that would all need to be solved before children even came in the picture.
i just dont' know anymore..
maybe i'm way over reacting and whatever but i just wish the fighting would end. if this is how we're going to be, forever, i kind of dont want it. and he knows this so he says he's trying to change. but really. is he? i can guess not.
any advice would be greatly appriciated. =]
I Just want this back, or i want different answers...
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